Earlier today I started writing a witty memorial to my mother in the ten years anniversary of her death.
I called it "Ten years gone" after a famous Zeppelin song.
Well I arrive here to finish it and it's gone.
Oh the irony.
Well the flow won't feel the same...but I'll try my best.
I know that I am "Here without you"
Yet part of you is "Here with me"
I'm trying to be your "simple man"
Yet I feel so helpless.
I wish I could say "I aint missing you"
But the sad truth is "Love hurts"
It's been so long since I have seen you and I figure one day I hope to "See you on the other side"
Mom "Mama" and "Mother" come to me. Basically many songs remind me
That "There is always something there to remind me" of the love you showed me and "IF" somehow you can hear me or see me I want you to know I'm not a perfect person and truly there is a "Reason" for my to "Carry on wayward son". "Only time" which was one of your favorite songs will help me to heal. I sit here with your body below...yet it isn't nuturing as it was "in eutro"
I guess "Everybody hurts" and though it's "Ten years gone" I realize that "After the Goldrush" of life we slowly become "Comfortably numb"
I've had many women say "So long this is goodbye" and you never meant to leave me so fast. Perhaps one day there will be a granddaughter you never got to meet that will bear your name. " I believe" she is "Somehwere out there".
So for now I shall keep "Wonder 'n as the days go buy" as your "Joey".
Mom to you I truly feel every word of your song
"The Ballad of Jayne"
I miss you more with each year that passes and "I love you"
Rest in peace mother and please be with me as often as you can.
Give Jersey a pet for me as I hope you are able to ride "Wild Horses".
Mixed emotions this runs deep
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